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ARTICLES & ESSAYS
Contemporary Cauchemar: Experience, Belief, Prevention
By Katherine Roberts
Perhaps you've experienced
the sensation-while awakening or falling asleep-of not
being able to move. You discover that your body is paralyzed.
Although you may try to call out, the sound remains locked in
your throat. Meanwhile, your mind is clamoring to know what's
going on.
"Sleep Paralysis"
American Medical Association Guide to Better Sleep, l984.
As part of a Louisiana Folklore
Fieldwork class in 1995, I began collecting first and second-hand
personal experience narratives about a supernatural assault tradition
commonly called cauchemar or witch-riding in southwest
Louisiana. In modern French, the word cauchemar has come
to mean nightmare. Le Petit Robert Dictionnaire de la Langue
Française gives a brief etymology of the word, tracing
its roots back to 1564 when it was written quauquemaire.
The verb cauquer comes from the Picard dialect in northeastern
France, meaning "to press." And the noun mare
comes from the Dutch for "phantom." This image of a
pressing phantom closely mirrors the active folk definition of
cauchemar among people of African descent with French
language traditions in Southwest Louisiana.
In brief—although it is difficult
to be brief about cauchemar experiences because they are
so multi-faceted—it is an experience during which someone who
is sleeping is visited by a presence which is called cauchemar
(also called the devil, an evil spirit, a ghost, and a witch
by my informants). The person awakens and senses, or sometimes
actually sees, cauchemar in the room. Often cauchemar
is on top of his or her body. The person feels frightened
but is unable to move or cry out for protection.
I first became interested
in this supernatural assault tradition while I was taking a folklore
seminar at The University of Southwestern Louisiana on sacred
narrative and supernatural belief. We read Patricia Rickels'
article "Some Accounts of Witch Riding" which was published
in l961 in the Louisiana Folklore Miscellany. In this
article, Rickels records the cauchemar experience narratives
of some of her students who were from Southwest Louisiana. When
she asked her class if Cotton Mather's account of Bridget Bishop-accused
of entering a man's room at night, mounting him, and riding him
while he lay paralyzed in his bed-sounded familiar to any of
them, one student raised his hand and said, "Why, that sounds
like cauchemar" (1961:6). After reading the local
accounts of witch riding, or cauchemar, that Rickels recorded,
and later those recorded by Darrell Bourque in his l968 Miscellany
article "Cauchemar and Feu Follet,"
I was interested in knowing if the tradition was still active
in South Louisiana, particularly in the region immediately around
Lafayette. I found the closing comments of Rickels' article a
particular challenge:
The witch-riding tradition,
though still a very lively one in our Negro-French-Catholic cultural
community, is losing its moral force. The older generation believes
cauchemar has a real significance: to punish or warn against
wrongdoing. The younger generation believes the experience is
just something that happens without any real reason or meaning.
Probably the next step will be for witches to stop riding altogether.
[1961:15]
I set out to see if the witch
or cauchemar was still riding.
I took what David Hufford
terms the "experience-centered" approach to collecting
these supernatural experience narratives (1982:xix). The
experience-centered approach proposes the idea that experiences
recounted in people's narratives be taken as empirical evidence
of a supernatural tradition. I was not in the business of trying
to identify a physical explanation for the phenomenon nor was
I interested in whether or not the events are "real"
or "believable." I wanted to learn what constitutes
a cauchemar experience to people from within this tradition,
what preventive traditions exist in conjunction with the experience,
and how a cauchemar experience relates to similar supernatural
experiences that people have who are outside the Southwest Louisiana
tradition of cauchemar.
I began my search for narratives
by announcing to freshman and developmental English classes at
USL that I was looking for people to talk to about cauchemar.
I chose to poll these classes because the instructors were friends
of mine and because they contain relatively large, concentrated
populations of people from Southwest Louisiana. All of the informants
I recruited this way were people who identified themselves either
as African American, (Black) Creole or French Indian. In fact,
I only received one extensive supernatural assault narrative
from a White informant and that was after the term cauchemar
had been explained to him. Some Black students in the classes
I talked to clearly knew what I was talking about when I mentioned
the word cauchemar; however, they declined the invitation
to talk to me about it. I was later told by an informant that
some people believe that talking about cauchemar actually
encourages a visit from it in the night.
Although, each narrative
belongs to its informant through selective personal detail and
setting, the cauchemar narratives I collected reflect
a common knowledge base which employs a basic cultural lexicon
for the discussion of this supernatural experience. This lexicon
encompasses not only terminology that is used to qualify a supernatural
experience as a cauchemar experience (the word cauchemar
and variations on it-macouche, couchemache, couchemal-as
well as phrases used to describe the physical sensation-"can't
move," "riding," "trying to scream but can't,"
"sitting on my chest") but also elements and methodologies
used in the prevention of such an experience (salt under the
pillow, beans under the bed, broom in the corner, screens in
the windows, prayers before bedtime, blessed religious elements
in the room and near or on the bed). I learned that it is the
awareness of and participation in this lexicon which locates
a person within the cauchemar tradition. The narratives
I collected reverberate with this common cultural language.
An eighteen-year-old Creole
man from Lafayette gave me this second-hand account of a cauchemar
experience:
[An elderly gentleman by
my house] said he was sleeping one night and cauchemar-well
once cauchemar pulled on his toes. And another time cauchemar
held him down, jumped on him and held him down. And he was trying
to scream for somebody to come help but cauchemar did
something and nobody could hear him scream. And he was just holding
him down. And . . . until somebody walked in the room because
they heard a bunch of noise going on . . . and they came and
touched him. And he said when someone else touches you the spirit
leaves. And if the spirit is with you too long, you can die.
[Personal interview, June 21, 1995]
This man was not the only
person who mentioned death as the ultimate risk of a visit from
cauchemar. After hearing "Kushmal," a song by
the contemporary Creole musical group Zydeco Force, playing on
the public radio station during the local zydeco music show "Zydeco
est pas sale," I stopped by the station to chat with
the DJs. One of them, a middle-aged Creole DJ, told me that "if
you don't wake up from a cauchemar experience you could
die." When I asked if he knew anyone this had happened to,
he asked, "Well, how would anyone know?" (Personal
interview, June 24, 1995).
I asked the young Lafayette
man if the elderly gentleman had told him how to prevent a visit
from cauchemar.
Well, he said go to church.
At night when you go to sleep, sleep on your stomach, uh . .
. say your prayers at night and have like crosses and holy water
and stuff like that somewhere in your house. [Personal interview,
June 21, 1995]
A first-hand account from
a nineteen-year-old African American woman from St. Martinville
echoes these three common elements:
So one day me and my mamma
was fussing, and I went to bed mad. So, all of a sudden at night,
you just can't move, you try to holler, and you just can't holler.
Nobody . . . you hollering with all your might but nobody can
hear you. And, uh, I woke up and I went to my mama's room and
I said, "Mamma, you didn't hear me hollering?" She's
like, no. And I was full of sweat, and, you know. And he, he
gets you on several occasions. But I, what my mamma said for
me to do is put some stones or some beans under my bed, under
my mattress, and put them in a circle 'cause he can't count and,
'cause he doesn't come in the daytime. He only comes at night.
And, uh, she said cauchemar's gonna see the stones under
my bed, and he's gonna keep counting in a circle, and he's so
dumb that he won't know to stop, and then by the time he finished
keep counting it's gonna be daytime. Or he counts the . . . put
a fan in your window and he counts the little holes in the screen
and by the time he finished counting it'll be daytime. [Personal
interview, June 23, 1995]
This informant told me that
cauchemar visits her frequently. She said the first time
it happened to her she was fifteen. She told her grandmother
about the experience, feeling like something was riding her back
and not being able to turn.
I was telling my grandmother
that and she goes like, "That's cauchemar. Cauchemar
got you." And I wanted to know how you get rid of cauchemar,
'cause you know, I want it to stop, cause it happens a lot .
. . [Personal interview, June 23, 1995]
This is a common way for
people to learn about the tradition-having the supernatural experience
themselves, mentioning it to family members and then having it
explained to them by an older person inside the tradition. Although
some informants remember hearing cauchemar talked about
before having had the experience themselves, it seems the tradition
is revealed to them in full and becomes part of their psychic
reality at the time of their own personal experience. The young
woman from St. Martinville describes her first encounters with
the cauchemar lexicon:
Well, people like my grandmother
used to always say if you don't say your prayers, cauchemar
gonna get you like everybody else says. But I'd never really
believed it. I was like, oh yeah, right, you know, that's superstition.
[Personal interview, June 23, 1995]
A forty-seven year-old woman
from St. Martinville who described herself as French African
was telling me about the morning after signs that cauchemar
has paid you a visit when she revealed how she had learned about
cauchemar:
Another thing is having the
spit lines . . . Yeah, that's the bridle she used to ride you.
That's what those lines are. You would know it when you woke
up in the morning because you'd have the lines to show where
the bridle was. . . . Feeling tired, legs hurting. Legs hurting
in the morning or a Charlie horse. Waking up with a Charlie Horse
in the morning . . . that's another sign . . . what's happened
is that she's ridden you all night . . . and you're cramped .
. . The first time I heard about cauchemar, I woke up
one morning and I had the bridle marks and Mama said, "Uh-oh,
cauchemar rode you last night!" And then I wanted
to know who is cauchemar and what is cauchemar
doing riding me at night. So Mama told me the story. And then
it was like, for like two weeks afterwards every night, I was
ridden. [Personal interview, June 22, 1995]
Another informant, a thirty
year-old man from Sunset who described himself as French Indian,
described a similar learning experience after having had a nocturnal
supernatural visitation:
I talked to [my mother] about
it to see, to ask what that means. And then she told me to talk
to my great aunt. And my great aunt had told me about cauchemar.
And she said cauchemar was like a devil. And she said
this thing what I seen, it wasn't a devil . . . it was like a
guardian angel. [Personal interview, July 10, 1995]
His experience had had similar
elements to a cauchemar experience-paralysis, wakefulness,
a presence in the room. When he discussed it with someone from
within the cauchemar tradition (his mother), she directed
him to a cultural expert (his great aunt) who would be able to
discern if what he had had was indeed a cauchemar experience.
It turned out not to be one.
This kind of cultural lexicon
facilitates the discussion and acceptance of the supernatural
experience. People from within the cauchemar tradition
have varied reactions to the mention of the phenomenon. Some
laugh and shake their heads in recognition; some call it a form
of the Boogie Man used to scare little children into saying their
prayers and being good; others, particularly those who have experienced
cauchemar first hand, call it "real". But whatever
the reaction, the fact that there is common knowledge of this
supernatural phenomenon provides people with the tools to discuss
and therefore pass on their experiences and beliefs.
At a summer day camp in Sunset,
I asked a group of nine to ten year-olds (African American and
Black Creole) if any of them had ever heard of cauchemar.
I received a resounding "I Do! I know cauchemar!"
This reaction as well as the narrative I heard from one nine-year-old
African American boy reveals a persisting cultural knowledge
base.
Okay. Uh, my friend, he said,
uh, his brother, him and his brothers, they stole some bikes,
but he returned the bike and his brother and them didn't. His
brother and them was bad that day. At night, uh, his brother
woke up. He saw like kinda red light and he thought it was off
a building. He look by his brother's bed and then they had a
red light under the bed. The bed was standing up. And then=it
wasn't standing up. It was up in the air. And the, uh, he went
look by his brother, all he saw was his brother doing like that
(demonstrates hands to the neck in a choking manner). And, uh,
then he knew couchemache (sic) was on him. Then, uh, then
his brother went back to bed. Then he look again. Couchemache
was sitting on top of him laughing at him. [Personal interview,
July 22, 1995]
The essential physical elements,
the reference to cauchemar (a.k.a. "couchemache,"
as he seemed to pronounce it), and the suggestion that the visit
is a ramification for bad deeds are there, reflecting an immersion
of the teller in the cauchemar tradition and its cultural
knowledge base.
In contrast to these narratives
from within a supernatural belief tradition is a portion of a
supernatural experience narrative from someone outside this cauchemar
tradition. This informant is a thirty-two year old White man
of Scotch-Irish descent (not French speaking) from Baton Rouge.
He had heard me talking about cauchemar and describing
the experiences I had heard about, so he told me that he had
had a similar experience:
I was sleeping on the couch
in the living room. And I woke up to the sound of the screen
door. And I could hear the sound of the screen door being opened.
At that point I was afraid, and I was fairly certain that somebody
was coming into the house. But I was so afraid and so fearful,
I was paralyzed. I tried to get up but I couldn't. Tried to say
something but I couldn't. And then I could hear the footsteps.
It was a wood floor and I could hear somebody in the room on
the other side of me and it sounded like=I could follow the footsteps,
and it sounded like they'd gone into the kitchen and had come
through into the bedroom. And the door there was open. And, uh,
I never saw the person, or whatever it was, but I just had this
sense that they were standing there at the door looking at me.
And, uh, again, extremely afraid, uh, I just had the feeling
that whatever was there, it wasn't good and that it was there
to hurt me. [Personal interview, July 15, 1995]
The similarities to a cauchemar
experience are evident (the paralysis, the fear, the inability
to speak, the sense of another presence in the room). What was
striking to me about this person's narrative was the absence
of a cultural lexicon for discussing what had happened to him.
Unlike the informants who had shared their cauchemar narratives,
this person did not recognize his experience as part of a supernatural
tradition. He had never heard anybody else talk about such experiences
and had never heard a name attached to such an experience. He
did not go to his mother or grandmother or any other cultural
expert for an explanation because he did not believe there to
be one. In fact, he did not talk about his experience with anyone
until a long time after it happened. He also was not able to
identify what the presence in the room with him was which is
in stark contrast to all the people who gave me cauchemar
narratives. When asked who or what cauchemar is/was, they
answered without hesitation: the devil, an evil spirit, a witch.
I discovered that cauchemar
is still visiting people throughout Southwest Louisiana. The
cauchemar tradition is firmly planted in the present.
Whether its persistence is because of the fact that it produces
an awareness and cultural understanding of the frightening but
inevitable human encounter with the supernatural and the vocabulary
with which to discuss the experience or because it serves as
a marker of ethnic and linguistic identity=or both, or neither=is
difficult to ascertain. All that is certain is that the cauchemar
supernatural belief tradition, like all living traditions, remains
vital to its practitioners.
Sources
Bourque, Darrell. 1968. "Cauchemar
and Feu Follet." Louisiana Folklore Miscellany
2 (4): 69-84.
Hufford, David J. 1982. The
Terror that Comes in the Night: An Experienced-centered
Study of Supernatural Assault Traditions. Philadelphia: University
of Pennsylvania Press.
Rickels, Patricia K. 1961.
"Some Accounts of Witch Riding." Louisiana Folklore
Miscellany 2 (1): 53-63.
Robert, Paul, Alain Rey,
and Josette Rey-Debove. 1982. Le Petit Robert Dictionnaire
Alphabetique et Analogique de la Langue Française.
Paris: Societe du Nouveau Littre.
This article was originally
published in the 1998 issue of the Louisiana
Folklore Miscellany and is reprinted with permission.
Katherine Roberts is a folklorist based in Lafayette who also
teaches English as a Second Language.
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